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March 8th, 2006
08:32 pm - west side
oh so look here goes yet another entry of the year.......... i gotta pee.... so now life goes...
i have no car anymore which sucks huge ass
i still work at ross
had to drop outta school till i get a car
still semi single
LOVE
Current Mood: gotta pee
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January 6th, 2006
07:06 pm - yo mama
isn't it crazy how i update like once a year literally now? yeah i'm a bum and i only went on here cuz i'm bored and myspace isn't working......
so life.... goes something like this
cosmetology school
working at ROSS of all places (it's hell)
being SINGLE (wierd huh?)
and uhhhh that's about it
<3
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Current Music: whatever my dad is listening to in the garage
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January 23rd, 2005
07:52 pm - shut up bitch
hmm so yeah I never update
daniel and I got back together on the 6th
how sweet
<3
I have like hardly any friends anymore
lets see there's dezz
whose well.... preoccupied with her new love but I know how that goes so i can't be upset so I'm not...
and liz kiss
who has a schedule slash a life unlike me
so we hardly ever well.. anything
and melissa
who i went to visit today
but i only get to visit her like once a week
so yeah
that's my whole social life
exciting isn't it?
my boyfriend pretty much owns my life nowadays. not necessarily a bad thing but it can turn out to be one... which scares me...
so yeah I need a new job... quitting because you're lazy is not a good thing. trust.
<3
comment bitchass
Current Mood: pms
Current Music: os catalepticos... my love <3
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January 6th, 2005
02:49 pm - g unit
I'm bored
updating is pointless
riverside today?
Current Music: cousin watching spongebob on tv
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January 1st, 2005
10:36 pm
sup biznatches
it's been ages since I updated cuz I didn't have the internet and i still don't but daniel got it hooked up in his room so now i use his computer. woo hoo it's been a crazy ass year. I was stressed like a bitch while my family was down here because everyone was fighting all the time but at least daniel went with me to all of the family shit which was nice.
i quit my job because they're assholes and they drove me nuts. don't know what I'm doing now. looking for a new job and gonna register for school hopefully if I feel like it
man looking back at all the comments on my last entry just pissed me off remembering how dumb people are (aka katie) like so out of control i don't know or care if you guys agree with me but she was just out of place and then took it too far. but yeah that was like 2 months ago.
hmm don't know what else to type. but yeah I miss some friends but not most oddly enough. life's not so bad. the end.
<3
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Current Music: 80's music mother fucker haha
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November 28th, 2004
09:22 pm
swear so much high school drama
you people don't know shit
if you don't talk to me anymore... don't pretend like you know anything about me and don't pretend to care because I really don't want to hear your shit....
thanks then
leave my decisions up to me in my life. if any of you really honestly cared you could do a hell of a lot better than pushing me out of your lives and then bitching about how I became such a horrible person
not appreciated.
Assholes.
last night = out with jesse and jason from work... we got fuuucckkeed up then I went over daniels to cuddle (haha figures) for a while. I made out with ed at the mad sin show. sweeet. I think i like him. but yeah I'm kind of confused in the whole boy department but it's great cuz like... i'm unattatched so I don't have to make any decisions now... ummm then out wiht dezz geo chris and stephanie but I got tired so I went home and slept. worked from 11-8. long day. work tommorrow = 4-10. daniel's comming over... probabaly hanging out with dezz and chris if I get untired and lazy. love <3 to those of you that aren't that fucking dumb`
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November 25th, 2004
06:34 pm - oh snaaappp
haha haven't updated in forever
partially due to the fact that my mom blew up my computer
aka she broke it
melissa turned herself in but most of you figured that out by now
it was sad
that's the end.
I haven't heard from her since but I expect to somewhat soon
yeahhuh
I'm SOOO full right now I wanna throw up
seriously
dead full like walking is uncomfortable
I'm seriously prepared to sit around on my ass for the rest of the night and then pass out
I had to be at work today at 7 AM... WHO THE HELL GOES TO WORK AT 7 AM?!
what are they thinking?
yeah they're stupid
what's even better is the fact that I work 7:00 to 4:00 tommorrow too.
but at least its in layway and time goes by way faster there
and then it's 11:00-8:00, 11:-8:00, and then 4:-10:00.... so I'm 2 hours short of working full time bitch. but hey I ain't complaining after I got my check yesterday.
so I seriously want to throw up right now like i feel like such a fat ass it's insane
haha I don't like my cousin gregory
I think I just made him cry
slight exaggeration but yamean?
ooooh yeah mad sin tommorrow night bitchasssssss!
love <3
p.s. I have like no real friends (except dezz)
there are those dumb hypocrits that think they know what they're talking about and pretend like they care about you and what you do but they really don't. I've figured out that 90% of people aren't worth my time. They're just dumb. ahem
the end<3
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Current Music: it will be mad sin tommorrow night heelll yeaaahh
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November 17th, 2004
11:25 pm
life fucking sucks man :)
I'm so confused about so much
it's crazy
and some people are just dumb and dramatic
and need to learn what to get over and what to hold on to
ridiculous
devin called the other day somehow but I was at work so I couldn't answer. got a message. it was wierd.
fuck this
<3
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Current Music: demented
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November 12th, 2004
11:46 pm
ok
so I came to a few conclusions
oh wait no I'm just in a bad mood.
I dont' like people.
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November 11th, 2004
09:56 pm
I worked register today
oh yeah bitchass you're jealous
it was the shit.
I got with flu a couple of days ago and puked like everything up... it was gross as hell... like I puked while driving and everything.
uhhh that's it.
<3
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Current Music: ljdgfo;'ikajdlfj94wrdjd
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November 9th, 2004
08:17 pm
god damn melissa
she just lost my entry
she's such a stupid fucked up knocked up bitch and I fucking hate her skank ass.<3
uh that's it
I have no life
"dude they have computers here!!! blaze it 420!!!"
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Current Music: melissas bitchass whining<3
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November 7th, 2004
02:34 am
yeah so
shut up
and I love melissa
we saw saw!! with robert from work
it was fun<3
and I heart melissa for always cuz she's my only friend pretty much <3
everyone else bitches and complains that I'm never there for them or whatever but fuck that because they only call when they need me and when I need them they've got other plans... I mean melissa does her fair share of bitching for sure but I still love her anyways <3 I don't want her to leave me how sad...
watching music videos beeeatttccchh
work at 10:00
and i learned layaway yesterday woo hoo!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/artistic.gif) artistic
Current Music: bon jovi
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November 3rd, 2004
03:00 pm
last night melissa and I went over daniel's house.
she painted his chair with pink hearts and stuff.
it was cute.
he hated it.
hahaha.
I feel like shit still but it's also because I'm getting sick now. I still don't know what's up with devin. It's shitty.
I heart Melissa <3
hopefully we'll hang out with liz kiss today <3
I guess that's the end.
<3
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/sick.gif) sick
Current Music: she's haunting me
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November 2nd, 2004
12:00 pm - I feel like shit
yeah so
I feel like shit.
But Melissa is here <3 (told you)
so devin is getting himself into some deep shit.
seriously.
I shouldn't type the detials because he'd get mad at me probably
I saw daniel last night}
we had fun
brian actually left this morning for georgia or where ever I think
wierd huh?
I never thought he'd actually leave.
but I doubt I'll miss him
haha
so did I mention I feel like shit? between everything and me beign sick it sucks...
Melissa and I are going to make barbie porn.
how exciting.
I guess that's it
I'm stressed.
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October 28th, 2004
12:33 am
( click this shit beehatch )
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: ha deee blah
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12:14 am - muffins are fun/good.
So I just got in a horrid fight with my mom. It's dumb how she told me Melissa can't come visit now like she said she could 30 minutes ago. I know she'll change her mind. We got into this fight at Vons of all places. She ended up walking home because she was so pissed. I want to just leave. I seriously just want to pack up my shit and get the hell out of here. Go stay somewhere else for a few days and not have to be around this tension. It's horrible. Things are better with Devin now, again. So on and off. Wierd. Imma go watch TV
leave love.
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October 26th, 2004
03:05 pm - yadda yadda yadda yicky yack yack blah
Yeah so today I have no work. That's always exciting. They better not call me in I will kill someone. Like now. Last night was miserable. I came home from work in a horrible mood. I had to help some lady who just got out of prison change... in the middle of the floor. I kept telling her about our fabulous dressing rooms and how they offer privacy but she kept insisting that she was in a rush. So I saw 36 year old saggy inmate tits. And so did half of the store. Not too pleasant. I also got some creepy perverted phone call. The nasty guy that keeps using my phone for the PA won't ever shut up. I couldn't sleep. All I could think about is Devin and how confused I am. He called me yesterday morning at 7:30 just to say I love you. It was cute. He called this morning at 6:45 (I slept through it) and left a message saying he'd call at 11:30 yet I still haven't heard from him. This is such a shitty situation to be in. I don't know I have the most mixed feelings ever. It's tough shit. I've been writing in my goddamn journal (the real one not this shit) so much and it's all about this whole thing yet I still can't figure it out.
I get to go to New York again this year because my aunt is running the marathon if my fucking work will give me the time off. Assholes. I also figured out I'm most likely going ot have to close on halloween.. meaning I'd miss Os Catalepicos.... that's shit I'm gonna have to figure that whole thing out because I want to go to wreckers ball sooo badly. I haven't been to a show in FOREVER...
where are all my friends/boyfriend? I'm lonely as fuck
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/confused.gif) confused
Current Music: os
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October 24th, 2004
01:05 pm - yaaaaaaaaahhh
so holy shit. it's been crazy eventful lately.
hollywood was fun with liz KISS!!
we didnt' even see king spade cuz we left early.
the line of the night was "he just wants to get laid I'm going home!!"
cuz some metal head was up on liz's jock.
and tried to get us to go back to his hotel.
funny shit.
then saturday was liz's party.
I was supposed to have to work but like.. thank jesus they still think my grandmas funeral was today (cuz I told them she died to get time off.. haha) so they let me leave at 4:15. yay! So I called Devin to see if he wanted to go still because he really did. Then he ended up ditching me because he was in a bad mood but then again I'm kind of glad he did because if he didn't we probably would have gotten into a fight..... Then he didnt' call back later like he was supposed to.
Then his mom called me to see if he was with me and I told her what happened and she told me I shouldn't have to to put up with his shit. This is the second time they've told me stuff like that. It's so true it's crazy. But it didn't even seen that bad today. I don't know I don't understand it at all. And now I'm even more confused.
After Liz's party (which was QUITE eventful but me andrea and matt just ate the food instead of getting involved) guess who called? Ok don't guess. DANIEL. Yes that's right... my exboyfriend DANIEL. I was in fucking shock. He had some guy Mike call me beacuse he wasn't sure if he remembered the right number or not... Mike said "is this amanda? " and I was like "yeaah" and he goes "Oh, I'm calling for my friend daniel who has a big crush on you" or something dumb like that. haha THen I talked to daniel. It was wierd. But we wanted to hang out so he and his friend mike picked me up in like thheee nicest car ever. sweet jesus.
so we went back to mike's house. After I snuck out beer for Daniel. Daniel called his friend josh and like I thought it was his friend joshee poo so I was trying to get the phone to say hi and he wouldn't give it to me and then he finally did and then it was a different josh. But i knew him too from bryant. It was wierd cuz I felt all stupid and he's all "is this the amanda that knows bryant?" and then I realized that I knew him too. But I felt dumb. So then we left mike's house and went and sat in front of mine for like.... too long. Then we came in and watched the cat in the hat and daniel fell asleep and I had to drag his ass out to his car and send him home... haha
so the question you're probably all wondering (or don't care) if is I still like Daniel. and I figured out last ngiht that yes I do..... but I won't do anything about it because I have a boyfriend that I love and I couldn't do that to him..... even though he is an asshole. but I missed daniel. and I hope we hang out more..... end of story.
DAG tongith @ showcase...s o pissed imma miss it
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October 23rd, 2004
07:39 am - fa la teee daa
yeahhuh
so yesterday was fun
Liz and I were going to applebees cuz I hadn't eaten all day so I was like.. hungry yamean?
and we picked up Devin
we had a little confrontation
apparently I made him feel so bad he wanted to leave
so he said he was sorry and that was pretty much it. i was over it
part of me felt great to make him feel so bad for making me feel bad
the other part felt like shit because I was being a bitch and it's hard to do that when you love someone and know that they don't like how you're acting.
But we made everything all better. At least we're communicating now. Which is good.
Then hung out with Liz all day. Of course we got high. I turned into such a stoner so fast. I guess it wasn't that fast but it felt like it.
today.... kmk
<3 liz
Current Mood: happy as hell
Current Music: soap operas in spanish that lydia is watching
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October 20th, 2004
02:04 pm
laaaast night
slash yesterday
hung out with liz kiss <3
devin called <3<3<3
went over for a little bit.
I love that boy.
back to liz's.
busted a mission including a lot of driving.
got high.
Liz congradulated me on being one of the few girls she's seen that knows how to use a bong. I felt honored. wake and bake.
home.
work = 3:00....
fuck.
Current Mood: full
Current Music: freaks!!!! os catalepticos... got my cd back finally!
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